I've been keeping quite and letting the powers to be do their thing, since I have not an ounce of control anyway. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am handling this process and the ups and downs of being a LBP. The feeling of being a LBP for me is one of waking up every morning and having a piece of you missing, but no matter what you have to make it through the day and sometimes overcompensate for the missing piece. I have found I am more grateful than ever when my children that are with me smile, laugh, and enjoy life. The small things in life to an adult are the big things in life for kids. Recently I had time to spend with my youngest son and I could see things from his prospective. Enjoy the moment.
I have three wonderful children, and get to spend time with two of them while my daughter is being forced to not know me through no communication with me. I never get pictures of her to keep up to date of what she looks like. I know the Trina has magic jack telephone service, but chooses to never let me speak to my daughter... she says she's reconciled with her "husband", the same one in open court testified to not wanting any part of the child or situation, and they don't reside together (never have).
Supposedly we're at the last stage in this play Trina has been putting on for the past two plus years and I don't think she's going to get good reviews.
Let everything be God's Will.
